January 9, 2009
January 8, 2009
At work today
Rumours say that our users increased tremendously at work. We will have to
optimize our markets. There will be layoffs.
Little disappointments
I rise, I sleep, I rise again but it is easier to be depressed when one is
physically worn out. It's weird and I am where I am. I'm full of indulgence.
Really, everything inspires thought and observation. It won't change what I've
done so I'm always wrong. Beyond the invisible mirror, I see myself. I feel
empty and cheap. I just cannot stop whining. The perceived success of others blinds me of my own success, my joy.
January 7, 2009
At work
Today I had to target the mission-critical web services of CNT. We will have to
harness our architectures for the CNT project. I heard from my supervisor last
week that I will have to analyze the deliverables. I am supposed to deal with
HBM CityRock, so I was told by a colleague. CNT will be finished next
Wednesday. There will be layoffs.
At the office today
Sigh, I was told that the new strategy for AccountFest is paying off. I was
supposed to modify stuff for the AccountFest. Rumours say that I am going to be
at the appointment. I plan to reshedule the AccountFest appointment , so I was
told. The growth of the e-markets is decreasing.
January 6, 2009
No time
Had no time to update this weblog or even to read blogs. I haven't had the
chance to be on the computer but I don't give up. I feel wearySorry, but I hope you can understand that other work does take priority
January 3, 2009
'An Ocean Between Us'
Now spinning in my CD player is As I Lay Dying's new album
'An Ocean Between Us'. It's has some great metal songs on it. Somehow
As I Lay Dying never touched me. It wasn't for lack of exposure - dunk is a
huge fan. It's strange that I didn't dig the music earlier. I did not love it the first time.
January 2, 2009